Before everyone starts blaming me and putting news that I am divorce again and laugh on my tragedy.
I want to say that please don’t make assumptions, No women wants to be divorced or decided to leave a marriage unless circumstances become so difficult to live together.
I don’t want to go into details but all I can say is that I tried my best for four years to sustain this relationship just (just in case meaning) because I was too scared of getting divorced again. I am even paranoid from this word, but I guess “Meri qismat mai apne Ghar ka Sukh hai hi nahi. I had promised myself that mera janaza nikly ga par main nahi niklun gi apny husband ke Ghar se”
Anyway to cut the long story short I am in pain, in too much pain and I would really appreciate if you all don’t judge me please.
Our Society never blame the men and the women is to blame for a broken marriage. But my Allah knows the reality and I am only answerable to him.
All my prayers are with Wali, best wishes for him. He is a good human being maybe I am not good enough for him.
So yes before all of you laugh on my misery I am divorced again. 🙁